IDIOT!!

idiot? yes,i'm!! seriously!! Masss,why do you do this to me? why me? why not any other girls out there? why? please,tell me why!!!. i'm just too stupid for putting high hopes on you and in the end you leave me!!! i just know that this would happen one day and yeah now it really happens and me? what do you think i'm feeling now? *tears* my heart is kinda falling into pieces now at that time,i tried to smile but i just can't! i can't even do a fake smile now,my face looks horrible everytime i look in the mirror it just sucks!! you know mas?!! i don't know how can i be too stupid when it comes to you! to me,you're perfect!! but to you?! i'm NOTHING!!! nothing more,nothing less!! yeah,it sure hurts!! you play with my heart mas!!! and that is sooooooooo not cool!! i'm not your gameboy or i'm not your toy!! i thought you are a romantic,sweet and a gentle boy but oh man,my bad,i was wrong! if you're,you wouldn't play with my heart and then left me just like that! *cough* try to forget you mas? now, that's a challenge or what? i couldn't forget all those cute moments with you mas!! it's impossible!! how can i? i always thought that you are my prince charming :') but... no!! you're not!! i know that you're handsome,cute,hot or whatever but that is still not a ticket for you to do this to me mas!! you never know how much it hurts inside!! i'll try to forget you from now on however i can't stand with this pain anymore!! and i don't want to be a stupid girl either!! ya allah,please give me the strength to go through all of this things! Mas, maybe i'll forget you but i swear i won't forget those moments with you!! go on with her,i don't care anymore!! the end!!